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Well now it starts.  G is going on family leave.   I don't know how I'll make it these next months.  My diet has gone.

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I wish I could find more joy.  My diet is blown.   I know I am filling myself with food.  I look around and find no joy.  I am empty.

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The werewolves were out today.  I don't know why people were so mean today.  Everyone was complaining.  Even some of our doctors were saying they were having a bad day.

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I watched the last Oprah.  Gosh I can't imagine not seeing the show anymore.  I've learned a lot about myself from the show.

Well I'm off the diet.  Cookies today. I have no motivation.  No one is interested in my blog or my life.
I am not sure what to do.    

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I am really concerned about my oldest. He is worried about his ex.  He has to realize he is not responsible for her.  She has to find her strength.  I hope he doesn't get in too deep.

Well the diet went down the drain.

I wish someone would come into my life.  I am not motivated at all.

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Well, still no one following.  I guess I am boring.  I did break the diet today.  I had two pieces of cake.
Upon returning home, though I signed up for Atkins online.  Hopefully, I'll get lots of encouragement.

Still not sure what to make of the family situation.  We will see.

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I am being bombarded by family.  I really have mixed feelings.  Although, I want to hear from them, I don't can't handle any harrassment.  They really don't know everything that has happened.

I was ill today.  I went off the diet some.